I'm happy that i gave him another chance but on the other hand i'm scared. I'm scared that he might hurt me and break my heart again. Are we perfect for each other ? Is he going to do this to me again ? I don't think i deserve this. I want him to show me that i'm his only and only girl. If we wants' to be with me then he need to earn everything back. I'm trying my best not to think about what had happen over the weekend but it keeps on coming back to me. He changed me. Without him there's nothing in the world. Even though it's still in my head. I'll try my best not to let it get to me ever time i talk to him. It's weird because i do want to talk to him but then i don't.. WEIRD. i know.
P.S the pain shall alway stay.
Today, was okay. My nose hurt like BLAH ! i don't even know why. I think it's because my dad hit me yesterday. I hope its' not broken. I don't have my phone today so it was hard going around school. Cause most of the time i would have something in my hand. Anyways, art class have been hard for me now. We now have t
o draw a car ! hahah' Yeah i know guys could draw cars but i can't draw for sh#t. We also have this big project in biology. Deng, school i killing me here. I was helping the API club by selling them red envelope thingy. I was shock cause i didn't know that people would actually buy them ! I gotta sell more tomorrow. Gay Gay. I can't wait until friday though. To see the messy banner Janme, Madie, and I made. Hahah' Well tomorrow is the CASEE ! (GRR) sucky. Well Let's see where the night take us.
Later that night... I was reading some stuff *that i can't say* honestly i still think he's doing som
ething behind my back.. So hard... =/ i don't know.. He barely talk about me and stuff. Oh, well. i guess i should stop talking about him to others too then. See how he feels. Charmine (i think i spell her name wrong) was right. can't trust a long distance relationship.. But i told people before. Long distance relationship only works if you to trust in each other.. =/ hmmm. FUCK. Love day coming up ! wanna be mine ? ;]
P.S im starting to have second thoughts about *US*
If love ever existed. Would we survive ? Never fall in love to young. It's going to haunt you.
P.S the pain shall alway stay.
Today, was okay. My nose hurt like BLAH ! i don't even know why. I think it's because my dad hit me yesterday. I hope its' not broken. I don't have my phone today so it was hard going around school. Cause most of the time i would have something in my hand. Anyways, art class have been hard for me now. We now have t
o draw a car ! hahah' Yeah i know guys could draw cars but i can't draw for sh#t. We also have this big project in biology. Deng, school i killing me here. I was helping the API club by selling them red envelope thingy. I was shock cause i didn't know that people would actually buy them ! I gotta sell more tomorrow. Gay Gay. I can't wait until friday though. To see the messy banner Janme, Madie, and I made. Hahah' Well tomorrow is the CASEE ! (GRR) sucky. Well Let's see where the night take us.Later that night... I was reading some stuff *that i can't say* honestly i still think he's doing som
ething behind my back.. So hard... =/ i don't know.. He barely talk about me and stuff. Oh, well. i guess i should stop talking about him to others too then. See how he feels. Charmine (i think i spell her name wrong) was right. can't trust a long distance relationship.. But i told people before. Long distance relationship only works if you to trust in each other.. =/ hmmm. FUCK. Love day coming up ! wanna be mine ? ;]P.S im starting to have second thoughts about *US*
If love ever existed. Would we survive ? Never fall in love to young. It's going to haunt you.
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