Sunday, February 1, 2009

Love &; Family

I don't even know where to start. My *boyfriend* cheated on me with some girl in San Jose. I just can't believe it. 10-11 months. Was it all a lie ? It just hurt to see that you would do this to me. I dont know what to do. You were my first love. Without you, i dont know what to do. I would be so lost. I thought i know you better then that. The pain you put in my heart now will forever stay. I want to give you a second chance but i want you to think first. Did i do anything to make you cheat on me ? Was my love for isn't good enough ? I'm scared. It's hard to put my trust in you again. Even though i want you to stop talking to any girls like that i can't stop you any longer. If you want this relationship to end. Then so let it be. But remember dont expect me to be there when you fall flat on your face. Because even if i was, then all i would do is shake my head and walk away. Love isn't always fair. But have you lie to me ? That was just shocking'. I will find true love maybe not now but someday. Even if it's not you. I'm tired of you hurtting me and making me cry. I'm tired that it's always you. Pshh. Justing a topical high school teenager guy. I'm going to focus in school and prove people wrong that i could become something that they never think i would turn out. Just wait and see. I'm done with you. My trust for you is fully gone.

My family is in a mess right now. I wish that my mom would just leave my dad so my dad could be in place. If he is kicking my mom out then so we'll go. I didn't do anything wrong. He asked me a question while I was holding a hot bowl in my hand. I would have answer him after i put the bowl down. I answer him before though. But i guess he didn't hear me or something. He start yelling and hit me. He never hit before. I hate living in this house. I talked to my mom and told her that i don't want to live here any longer. My dad left the house to go to his little sister house (aunt) without telling my mom. She called and ask where he was then he start yelling on the phone then hang up. I'm done. My parents are arguing while i'm typing this up. My mom just told me that *Tomorrow, We're going to Stockton and you're transferring back there*. I said *okay*. Just anything that would get away from my dad. He also took my phone away. Okay go a head and take it. I could open a phone account if i want to. Pshh i don't need you.

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