"It's kinda fucked up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy. "
I know I shouldn't be depress. But these feelings are holding me down. Why should I feel like this when I know the man I once loved doesn't love me back. This is life and I should think positive towards things right? but how? This will take some time and sooner or later I will get over it. It's time for me to focus on myself and my career. I'm not alone in this world and soon I will find someone who is willing to love me back for who I am. This is only temporary and I will get back to my old self. "If I can do it before, why can't i do it now?" Right?
This relationship made me realize what I did wrong and what I did right. Because my partner and I are both in dominate state, we bump our heads often. Scorpio and Leo is NOT a good match what so ever in my opinion. (Relationship wise) We tend to want to empower the other person. This relationship taught me a lot; including getting out of a relationship if I feel it's heading towards an unhealthy state. Not letting my feelings mess around with my heart. Yes, I did love and care about this man but I don't deserve this. I am human too. I have feelings. I may be broken but I am learning from this broken piece and how it got broken. Lesson learned. Time to close this book and start a new one.
"You need to think of yourself before you let anyone in your life. Make sure you're financial stabled and happy where you're at." - Kevin Gonzaga
#NowPlaying Goodbye- AJ Rafael
This girl- Jeff Bernat
“Don’t ever think a man loves you because he keeps coming back. That man loves the power he has over you. He knows you’ll take him back. ”
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