NOTE: You will never understand me. Just like how you say, I will never understand you. I promise, I will never vent to you about my problems again. Even if you're my "boyfriend", I will stay out of your way. Yes, the accident might have made you feel all these different emotions, but please take it easy out there. This life/world is not an easy place to just roam around. This life is harder as we get older. You don't even notice the way you talk or treat me sometime. Calling me a "bitch" and a few minutes later, call back as nothing happen. I let things go and now you're just pushing it. To the point where I can't handle the situation anymore. This relationship is very unhealthy. Please. Look in the mirror before you start going off on me on how I approach things. I'm done.
As heartbroken as I am, I will learn from my mistakes. I will forgive those who fucked up my life and laugh at those who are still at the same situation as they were before. I will not use hatred towards my worst. No one deserves to feel alone nor unwanted. Everyone is wanted. Some how, someway.
My goal now is just move out of state and be away from all this.
"The less you care, the happier you'll be." - Unknown
#nowplaying Last Chance - Kaskade.mp3
"It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be sad about it. It’s okay to miss him, and it’s okay to wish you did something differently. But never blame yourself for how things turned out. Never tell yourself you can’t do better, and never tell yourself this is end of the road. Fate has a time and place for all of us and nothing you can do or say will change that.
Sure, it’s okay to fall, but it’s never okay to stay down."
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