I'm glad that his month is over. You've hurt me way toooo much this year. You're suppose to be my favorite month but instead you made me hate you. Never again I will look forward to your little games you've provided for me. I will prepare myself to the worst. This pain will never go away and I will never forgive you for that. August, you've disappointed me this year. 

Please be good to me. All I'm asking for is to provide me with a decent pathway. I'm going to focus on school and do what makes me happy this time. Thanks for giving me a wonderful first day of September this year. Things will change and I mean it this time. No matter how hard I have to push to reach all the goals. I'm done being sad, angry, overly emotion. I'm not going to feel sorry for myself any longer. "be strong" is the two words I hear from people all the time and I'm tired of it. same-o advice.

Note: You molded me into the person I am today. Remember that. If I can start this whole process over, I would but things WILL be different. 

“If you want to succeed in your life, remember this phrase: That past does not equal the future. Because you failed yesterday; or all day today; or a moment ago; or for the last six months; the last sixteen years; or the last fifty years of life, doesn’t mean anything… All that matters is: What are you going to do, right now?”

—	Anthony Robbins

September goals:

Finish my novel (Falling into you by Jasinda Wilder)

Look for programs out of CA (NJ/TX)

Make at least four sales (PM/TKBB)

Get a new piercing

Lose 5+ lbs

Eat healthy

Goals to buy:

a cover for the laptop

a Bookshelf

a Bike