"Stay positive even when it feels life your life is falling apart."

Where do I even start? My life is falling a part but I can't do anything about it. But to take a deep breath and figure things out slowly. I feel pathetic, useless, unwanted, unloved, bitchy, selfish, all the negative things you can think of. I always think about giving up on life. It's so unfair. Never enough to make anyone happy. Please, take this feeling away... This may be my last letter.

"But when i am afraid i will put my trust in you.

 I praise God for what he has promised. 

I trust in God, so why should I be afraid. 

What can mere mortals do to me?"

The evil BITCH.

I never hated someone so much, until this year. My own blooded sister. Backstabbed me, hurt my mother emotionally, everything beyond I could ever imagine siblings doing to each other. She's dead to me. KARMA is a bitch and a lot of people have heard of karma before. Only God shall punish the unworthy. What happen to the quote "Blood is thicker than water"? Pst. There's no such thing when I'm talking about my sister. She crossed the line ...

Note: Look around you. Open your fake eyes. The things you're doing is not making you look good or better than anybody else. The only reputation you're hurting is yourself. A lot of people are looking and laughing at you, on the fact how dumb you are. "Treat others how you want to be treated." Just because you're my sister doesn't mean I have to respect you. Now, get the fuck out.