Love doesn't have a true meaning to it anymore. Life is so unfair now a day. Maybe my dad was right. I do fall into other people's footstep so easily. I'm hopping someday my life will be okay and doesn't end it with stupid suicide. My view is different in all areas now. NO more faith. NO more family planning. I'm not excited about anything anymore... Why am I still here? Cause maybe the thought of me not finding another person similar to HIS's personality. Maybe I do deserve better or thats just him? Before a person gets involve with a person like me, I sure do warn them on what they are getting themselve into. No one can handle me... I have not change my personality and maybe never will...
The fact that he got me thinking about the future, the thoughts of breaking up never came to mind... Now everything is popping up like it's just a dream... Like it never happen or not suppose to happen. I wish I was 6-7 years old again... Getting in trouble because i say something I'm not suppose to like "POOP" or something random like Harleena and Dustin. Cause now... I know why not a lot of adult want to grow up and just tell us young generation just to enjoy life as we know it. Growing up comes with a lot and I do mean A LOT of responsibilities that throughout our life time we are not even ready for.

Now playing: New Soul - Yael Naim

Everyone deserve to be happy at one point. Maybe this is just not my time yet but it will come someday... And I'm hoping for that day to come soon. I may be young but I'm tired of what going on with my life so far. I'm tired of everything.

But guess what?... Life goes on... 

"Don't depend too much on anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness"

Now playing: Let's just fall in love again - Jason Castro